From the recording Losing You
“Losing You” recounts the experience of grief and loss of a husband. Once a co-founder of Miss Queue, the husband was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis (MS) and passed away two and half years later due to complications of the disease. This song emotes pain and sadness in which many others experiencing grief and loss issues can relate to and decrease the sense of feeling alone in the process.
Lyrics
Tangled and nervous I’m dying inside
How do I go on without you alive?
Staring blankly at a wall
Don’t want to get out of this bed at all
Losing you, hardest thing I ever had to do
Losing you, wish you knew what I am going through
Tear in my soul
Never be whole
What more can I do?
No getting over you
Crying my eyes out to numb the pain
Depth of distress is driving me insane
I drink till I black out then do it again
Will this dull aching pain ever end?
Losing you, hardest thing I ever had to do
Losing you, wish you knew what I am going through
Tear in my soul
Never be whole
What more can I do?
No getting over you
It’s not me anymore inside
Sometimes I wish it was me who died
Held your hand until your final end
Watched you take your last breath in
Losing you, hardest thing I ever had to do
Losing you, wish you knew what I am going through
Tear in my soul
Never be whole
What more can I do?
No getting over you
Kissed your forehead and said my goodbye
How many can say they watched their husband die?
They tell me that I’m strong and I’ll move along
Never be the same with you gone
Losing you, hardest thing I ever had to do
Losing you, wish you knew what I am going through
Tear in my soul
Never be whole
What more can I do?
No getting over you